
perspective? :D
haha.
not.

with rachel [:
my mom actually had my hair firmly sprayed in place. [:
blogger is failing me.
I can only upload a few miserable pictures a day?
So i've decided to upload a few a day!
I've just been through some blogs.
And I realised, I'm just one of those people, who blog with absolutely no depth at all.
why isn't my blog filled with bombastic fantastic ideations,
creations, WORDS, meaningful stuff?
instead of just rambling off like nobody's business.
so anyway, I feel like I'm now going through this very tough phase of emotional changes?
I have to learn to accept the changes around me,
not judge things according to my selfish thinking.
been very short tempered lately,
and seriously very mean.
and kinda rash in thinking, and in the words i spill out.
at first I was feeling quite horrible during science, but i tried talking to wendy.
i guess she might have been having a shitty day as well,
cos she was so unresponsive to me.
then during lessons, while Mr Er was evaluating us, they said some tiny thing that made me feel
so irritated and all, so I kinda snapped at Wendy and Mitchelle.
Sorry guys. :(
homework is this totally huge issue also, and thank God that now I am taking certain
initiative, though not a lot yet.
but still, improvement is still better then staying stagnant.
perhaps its because I dont wanna do badly in the end of years again?
haha.
Anyway, back to today, after having the most horrible bout of sickness,
I am back for training!
Although i nearly passed on just now during training.
Vanessa was really angry at Coach for being a biased old man.
So i tried to cheer her up by saying some weird things. xD
thats what I'm best at i guess?
And today during training, VANESSA ripped off Esther's uniform pocket while playing 5-on-5.
hilarious!
but today luck really wasn't by my side,
I got kicked, rammed in the leg.
Syazana elbowed my jaw, esther threw a ball at my reproductive area and someone
flung a ball travelling at 250km/h right into my frontal area.
And I vomitted.
and who could forget the routined- Coach scolding.
):
not a very pleasant day.
and YongLiang left me for NCC camp.
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Thanks a lot man.